Bike Fest by Mom

It was Bikefest this weekend and I remember the time it was your Senior Prom during BikeFest and how pretty you looked, I remember at the next BikeFest you met your "Real Dad" you didn't like the joke that was the year I brought you sexy shirts so you could get good tips. The next year Bruce and Diane went looking for you that was last year. I miss you at BikeFest when you worked with Luis when you would come visit me and I just miss you. This year I met people who lost their sister and I sewn on the patch her sister wore, I made a pouch for someone to keep their sister close to them and I met someone who lost their daughter 5 years ago. It was a hard to talk to all them but I know they were sent to me to let me know I am not the only one whose heart has a hole in it. Ashley Brenner came to see me and I cried it was good to see her. Keep an eye one her the guy she was with was abusive. Stay sweet my little one. I miss you. Love Mom

on 28.04.08

Six Months by Mom

This does not feel right. I should not be writing on this site I should be hugging you, worrying about you and yes arguing with you about who knows what. But instead my heart is breaking and my eyes are filled with tears. I am missing so much with you but I know that you are not in pain and you are happy. Keep a place for me up there becaue we will have a lot of time to make up for. Love you so much.

on 09.04.08

My lil sis by Your big sis

When you lose a parent, you lose a part of your past.

When you lose a spouse, you lose a part of your present.

When you lose a child, you lose a part of your future.

But, when you lose a sibling, you lose a part of your past, present, and future.

I miss you, lil sis.

on 03.04.08

Easter by Mom

There no Easter Baskets to make for you. No hard boiled eggs that you loved so much. I miss that I miss everything about you. Uncle Jerry said seeing the little girls in church with there dresses was hard. I am remembering the times I made matching outfits for us and how you liked to dress a like. I felt you with me today or did I just have an imagine of you in my mind I am not sure. Everyone tells me I have my very own angel. Well my angel do you know how much I love you. Did you know I would have taken all your pain and how I would give my life for you. Did you know how much you meant to me? Do you know that you are my life now my life it empty without you? Do you know that every memory I have of you is so precious no matter what the memory is. I have a new batch of socks for you to borrow. I miss you and love you more than anything.

on 24.03.08

You have risen by Dad

My loving daughter,

each day my life is empty without you. I miss your loving smile, your playfulness, your sense of humor, your compassion for other people. I remember when we went to April and David's celebration of their life, how you hugged me and told me how much you loved me only 2 days before you left us.
Today is Easter, Mom and I went to church. We celebrated the rising of our christ, he who died on the cross for our sins and was resurrected so that we may have eternal life in the house of the lord. I also celebrate today your resurrection. In my heart I know you are with Jesus, you who touched so many with your kindness. Please hug jesus and tell him how much we love him. He has been our strength and salvation. I know someday when we leave these earthly bounds we will rejoice in reunion with you. Then again I will be able to wrap my arms around you as we dwell in the house of the lord for eternity.

Lord God, I understand that the power and strength to heal come from You and not my own ability. I give my life and my struggles to You. The mind of the sinful is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace. Holy Spirit, I long for that life and peace. This fight to be strong has depleted the last of my so-called resources. Take my life and lead me on the journey of healing. Amen.

on 23.03.08

April's Birthday by Mom

Today is April's birthday. I am remembering the time we went to a beach clean up in Washington and April and Trin had a few to many and they sang Friends In Low Places and April said "you can't be with me I have friends in low places and you don't belong there". The next time you heard that song it was at Tracy and Kathy's wedding and you ran up to April put your hand over her mouth and said no please don't sing. It was great but along wiht that memory is David dancing wiht you but instead of picking you up to dance with you he got down on his knees so he could be the same height as you. April is right now she has friends in low places and you have friends in high places and those friends in high places are watching us in low places. Missing you every day more than the day before. Hug April today okay. Love Mom

on 22.03.08

Ripples on a pond by April

Today is a tough day. Since David and I have been teaching the teenager youth group on Wednesdays at the church, I realize that sooner or later, I am going to have to share my story about you. And, here's the deal: While I still have my moments, for the most part, I'm not angry with God that He allowed this to happen - it's so much deeper than that.

I realize that what you did is going to have a ripple effect. It affected everyone and shook us to the core. But, now we all are living a bit differently. If talking about you convinces even one of those teenagers or one of their friends, to seek help in a time of feeling helpless and hopeless, then your death is not in vain. If one of your nephews grows up to be a counselor or teacher who touches 10 lives, then your death is not in vain.

Only in continuing to ignore our loved ones and not reaching out to those who need our help and love is your death a tragedy.

I will not let your death be a tragedy. I thank you for opening my eyes to be a better parent, wife, daughter, and friend.

I miss you so much. I love you so much.

Today is a tough day...

on 12.03.08

Trying to live without you by Rae

It isnt easy being here without out you physically telling me to shut up and listen.LOL. its isnt easy knowing i cant see you anymore at the mall or on your way home or at the CVS.LOL. but it is easy knowing you are no longer in pain and it is easy knowing you are happy and it is easy knowing we will see each other again one day. ive made a memorial of you in my car and house...i think of you and your beautiful heart everyday. i miss you dearly and will always love you baby girl...RIP sweetie...much love

on 09.02.08

Your car by Mom

Dad sold your car today. It is just a car but its part of you. I never thought it would be this hard to say good bye to a car. But it was part of you. You loved your car it was part of your independence. I miss you and will miss seeing your car. I am getting a decal for my rear window of my car. I miss you so much my daughter. Love you little one and miss you so much.
Can you hear me? Can you see me? Can you feel my love?

Love Mommy

on 01.02.08

Missing you more... by APRIL

About 11:30 pm on 12/31/07, I think I missed you more than I ever have. 2008 will be a different life without you here but it will be a new beginning for all of us. By they way, your friends are so great to Mom and Dad. You just had no idea how special you were to so many. I don't think any of us truly realized it either...until... Come visit me in a dream soon. MISSIN' YOUR GOOFY BUTT EVERY SINGLE DAY...LOVE YOU!!

on 03.01.08

Pioneer by Reed Layman

Dear Nicole

I often told you that you could be the President of the Pioneers Club. I know that there are many Pioneers in heaven for all the good work they did while they were here. I'm counting on you to round them up and put them to work. While I did not speak to you for some time I always had an update on your progress through your Mom. I will remember you forever. Reed

on 22.12.07

My Dancer by Mom

When you started dance lessons I saw a little girl who was all feet. When you stopped dance a saw a young lady who was the best dancer I have ever seen. My all time favorite dance was the dance with the red dress. I saw you emerge from a little girl to a graceful swan. And I have the vidoes to show it. Love you my Grace

on 16.12.07

Christmas by April

We're all muddling through, baby girl. It's tough to be happy and cheerful when you're not here. But, I know we need to be because we HAVE to be for our sake, but also becuase you'd WANT us to for your sake.

I forgot about an ornament you got me a couple years ago until I was happily decorating the tree and then happened upon it. It was bittersweet. I cried (of course) but still decorated the tree as detailed (or anal) as I ever am. All your ornaments are in one spot - so I can just look at them all and remember you. I miss you SO much. Stay with us during this time and help Mom and Dad through Christmas. They need it more than I do. You are forever in my heart baby girl. Rest in peace Lil Sis...

on 13.12.07

... by Sara

Nicole, I miss you on your Sunday supervisor shifts... Remember "YOU'RE LUCKY I LIKE YOU!"? and the honest truth is that I indeed was. I miss your humor and your attitude all the time. It's been a little while, but none of us are ever going to be used to you not being there.

on 24.11.07

How we miss You! by Uncle Bob & Aunt Phyllis

Although we were far from you, we remembered you often and as the young girl that left Washington State so long ago. Talking with your friends, we have come to learn what a beautiful person you became. Only God knows why you choose to leave, but rest assured your work was done. You touched the lives you were suppose to. You gave love, strength, and comfort to those of us in need of some. But most of all you gave laughter and humor to all who knew you. We see the many pictures your friends have share, but aunt phyllis and I remember you has that fiercely independent little girl who came into our unlock house to help herself to the candy we kept out for you. And when you didn't like what we had you were sure to let us know for the next time. We all share the pain of your leaving. But now that you are gone we look forward to seeing you in eternity. We will think of you often and see you in the memories of the good times. Watch over us and continue to touch our hearts.

on 04.11.07

Finding Peace by April

Hey, baby girl - I miss you so much! When I find myself starting to question why, I remember that God has a purpose and though I don't understand it, I know you are living a perfect eternal life. Kieran wants to come visit you! I laugh at all of the memories I have. You made me laugh just as much as you exasperated me at times. But, you were a teenager and a very stubborn one at that. I am so thankful for the 20 years I had with you and you will forever live in my heart. I have your picture up at my desk from the wedding (the one where I didn't look like a big cow standing next to you) so you can share in all my ups and downs throughout the day. That smile...
Be our guardian angel and find a way to show Mom and Dad that you're with them. They need that from you. I need that from you, too. So, help me out. You're the best and I love you and miss you soooooo much.

on 25.10.07

Whoppermouth by Courtney

Whoppermouth is the name we all came up with one day when we where sitting on the trampaline. Yours was whoppermouth mine was cookie, katies was dory, and kelseys was curlytoes. we all had our own little names but they fit us. i am goin to miss those times when we would sneak out of your house and go hang out with sean and Joe. Or the time when we would go out your window and watch the stars. I am goin to miss those times and miss you dearly but i know i will always have those memories with me always and i love you gurlie R.I.P you will never be forgoten

on 15.10.07

Gone but not fortgotten by Melissa McDill

I know we fell out of touch after high school but the memory of chorus is what holds me together. We had so much fun laughing at Mr V. We had our down points too but we don't focus on those. To her family and close friends, I feel your pain. RIP Nicole and know you are loved and missed! *Melissa

on 13.10.07

RIP nicole by Eric Rivas

Nicole, the night before you died I had a dream about my high school classmates being in trouble. I just wish I could have called you. I wish I could have made a difference.

We miss you.

on 12.10.07

<3 by Tamara Sokolowski

Nicole, you were one of my closer friends during high school and I'm in such shock that you are gone. We had so many jokes and memories together, and I cannot believe that I will never get to share those with you again. You were one of the most beautiful people I have ever met in my entire life, may you rest in peace.

on 12.10.07

Always in our Hearts by Larkin

Oh Nicole,
We all miss you and know that you were a happy and wonderful person. You always had fun with everything you do, so at least you left with a good life to look back on. You touched everyone you met... stay sweet and true. I hope all your pain is gone, and we'll be seeing you soon. Love you.
Larkin

on 12.10.07

missin you... by missy & ashley

NICOLE, IT HAS BEEN A WHIL SINCE I SAW YOUR FACE. BUT YOU MEMORIE WILL NEVER BR FORGOTTEN, LIKE EVERYONE SAIS YOUR SMILE COULD MOVE A MOUNTAIN AND PART THE SEA. WE MISS YOU BABY GIRL AND WIAH YOUR FAMLY THE BEST..MAY PEACE BE WITH YOU..I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER NOW BABYGIRL..UNTILL WE MEET AGAIN...KEEP IT REAL UP THEIR FOR ALL US...LOVE YOU ALWAYS MISSY AND ASHLEY.

on 12.10.07

You were great. by Kasey

Nicole,
I didn't know you nearly as well as all of these people, but when we hung out you were always so much fun. You always yelled at the guys and played Mario with Orion on the Nintendo 64. I always remember you smiling and laughing...even last Sunday when we saw you. You were really a great person, I'm sad that you had to go.
October 11, 2007

on 12.10.07

I love you by Shannon

I love and miss you so much Nicole. I can't stop thinking about you. Ever since this has happened I've had your beautiful face in my mind. See you one day baby girl.. Love you

on 11.10.07

Written for Jeremy on his absense by JEREMY HENSLEY

We know that Jeremy, if he were here, he would be writing this. We know that he considered you a very close and dear friend. He is presently in Army Boot Camp at Ft. Knox, Kentucky. He doesn't yet know about this, we're not sure how or when he should be told.
We don't know what he would have said, or would want us to say at this time, but we know that his heart will suffer the hurt of knowing he won't see you again in this life, but, also we know that his faith will assure him that we will all be reunited one day.
With our Love & Prayers for you and your family.........(Jeremy's family)

on 11.10.07

Jackson by Wesley

She was always such a nice girl. It didn't matter to her your status in high school, she would show you a smile and make conversation. She won't be forgotten.

on 11.10.07

Impact. by Cyndi

You probably wouldn't remember me, but I met you at Topher's a few times, always with a smile on your face. So many people that I'm close to were friends of yours, and I know that we would have been as well if circumstances were different. Even though I'm states away, the impact of your life and passing has inspired me. You truly are loved, and a community has come together for you. I hope that you know peace now like never before, and you will be greatly missed by many. Rest In Peace, dollface.
xo
Syn

on 11.10.07

Encourage Yourself by Britteny Burnett

Sometimes you have to encourage yourself Sometimes you have to sing victory doing the test No matter how u feel Speak a word and you shall be heal Speak over yourself Encourage yourself in the Lord this is part of a song to help each and everyone of Nicole's friends and family even though Nicole has left us she left some wonderful memories so even through we going through this trial we have to encourage ourself to keep going and remember Nicole beautiful smile

on 11.10.07

I miss you by Brittany Bridges

Nicole, I will never forget the days when we used to cheer together. We always had so much fun no matter what we were doing and you always had a smile on your face! Since graduation, we started to grow apart and i hate that that happened..i wish so bad that i could've been there for you in some way. You were the best friend anyone could ever have and you were such a beautiful girl. Words can't explain how much you will be missed. I love you girl.

on 10.10.07

Your Beautiful Smile And Love That Spread by Britteny Burnett

Even through we never really talked you was very noticable when you came around that beautiful smile can lite up anyone sad moment and even through you gone all we have to do is think about your smile and your happiness and it will ease our pain alittle so i hope your soul is resting and that beautiful smile will be missed grately I wish the family the best

on 10.10.07

amazing friend by poulomi

dear nicole,i know you are in a better place now.i miss you so much.you will always be in heart.we have so many good memories together.and thank you for the sweatshirt i will always have something to remember you by..

on 10.10.07

To my love by Sarah West

I will never forget all the laughs we had..... all the parties and fun with our friends.... you always were up for smiles and fun...such a joy to be around.... i just wish I could have been there for you...I feel like I was so far away..... I will NEVER forget you and the joy you put in my heart. I will forever miss you and love you!

RIP Nicole

<3 Sarah Nell

on 10.10.07

Best Friends Forever by Rach

Nicole... I remember your first day of school at Lake Tech. You were sitting there with Terry at the tables waiting for the class door to open up and I introduced myself and we immediately became good friends. Everything after that was just chaos and fun... especially you, me, Tasha and Cierra becoming so close with each other... running around trying to meet Ms. Johnson's deadlines for projects and trying to get back from break and lunch on time... lol every time someone brings your name up I can only think of how much fun you brought into everyone's lives... how much you brightened up everyone's life just by walking in the room. You have so many people that cared about you and still do... Just wanted to leave you this note to remind you of how much everyone cared about you and loved you. I knew the pain you were going through was a lot to handle... but I'll be seeing you in that better place soon enough... love you, Nycole-Son lol =)
Miss you DEARLY...
-Rach

on 10.10.07

MISS YOU by Anderea

We will miss you at work. You were the best thing I ever hired. You always made us smile with your playfulness. We will all miss you, but I especially will miss calling you into work and closing with you. LOVE YOU ALWAYS

on 09.10.07

A better place by Mallory

No matter how hard I try I just can't believe you are gone. You were always burning bright with a smile, always there when I needed u, and always ready to have fun. I miss you so much. I wish you knew how much we would have done to change this. We love you and I hope that where you are now is better than where you were.

on 09.10.07

My dear... by Cierra

Babe, i love you so much. I can't believe this. There are so many memories. We became so close, and you were definitely one of my best friends. We fought and yelled at each other everything, but neither of us meant any of it. I can't wait to see you again some day.. I'll remember all the happy times. I love you girl.

on 09.10.07

An amazing girl by Stevi and Jessica

I still cannot believe all of this is happening. You are so missed already! I love you soOo much babe and I wish I could have helped before it came to this. I believe you are in a better place, in God's arms smiling down on us with that beautiful smile of your. You will never be forgotten. Rest in peace Nicole!

on 09.10.07

Always wore a smile by Stefanie

I can't believe it's true. I can't even imagine how you felt, i just wish i could have done something to be there for you. Your in a better place now and I pray you feel no pain. You were such an amazing girl, always wore a smile, and always there for a friend. Concerned of others heartaches...just wish I could have been there for yours. R.I.P Beautiful, until we meet again. XOXO

on 09.10.07

My Little Girl by Mom and Dad

Thank you all. I know Nicole loved each and everyone of you.

on 09.10.07

Best friend by Luis

Nicole, We love you very much and we will all miss you. You will always be in our hearts and will will never forget you. In loving memory of Nicole Czernuch.

on 09.10.07