For Nicole's Family & Friends by Amanda

I am so sorry for your loss. I can tell Nicole was a very special person just by all the messages that were left. I losed one of my best friends some years ago. She was only 21, very young like Nicole. The pain can seem so unbearable. The Bible can be a great source of comfort, which you may already know.

A sure hope found in the Bible is that of the resurrection. You may already be familiar with several accounts in the Bible where people who died were brought back to life as humans on earth. Soon a similar resurrection will happen but on a much bigger scale. At John 5:28, 29 Jesus said "The hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out." Jesus promised that all those in Jehovah's memory will be brought back to life.

God's original purpose was for us to live forever on a paradise earth, and that has not changed. He has promised to put an end to the present world society full of violence, hatred, and disease. Proverbs 2:21, 22 says "For the upright are the ones that will reside in the earth, and the blameless are the ones that will be left over in it. As regards the wicked, they will be cut off from the very earth, and as for the treacherous, they will be torn away from it."

Wouldn't you like to live forever in paradise on earth? Wound't you love to see Nicole there with you? Taking in accurate knowledge of God's will and purposes is a sure way to see that day.

I know it has been some time, but the wound is probably still very deep. I hope this message brings you, your family, and Nicole's friends some comfort. Please feel free to email me. My email address is futurehope4u09@yahoo.com

on 20.02.10

Party by Mom

Tasha, Jon and Lisa and their little Jayda, Shaina and her little girl Hayley and Jerry came over Sunday. The little ones are so cute. Hayley was all smiles. Tasha is pregnant and if she has a girl the middle name will be Grace. Si I guess your name wiull live on for a verylong time. Tasha said there was a Monarch butterfly in your graden. You always know when to show up. But that is my girl there when I need a hug. I will say it again you have awesome friends. I told Lisa we were moving in 5 years and I think she got a little upset. But I will never lose touch with them after all they have my grandchildren. I love you and I know this is your holiday. Dad put up the Santa and our tree has your ornaments on it. Christmas Morning will never be the same. But I know you will be there. Love you. MomXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOO

on 15.12.09

Mom by Food Shopping

Dad and I went food shopping today the first time in ages because we have no desire ever to go there. I saw Brittney Bridges mom and we talked. Brittney had a baby boy 2 weeks ago. Her and Brittney were talking about you. It is good to know you have not been forgotten. I am having a tough time of it today. I have questions and I would like answers not why questions but other ones that April or the Uncles could answer so I will ask them one day. I miss you like mad. Today was going to be the day I decorated the house for Christmas your favorite holiday but its cold outside so I guess it wil be another day. Love you lots. Mom

on 06.12.09

Thanksgiving by Mom

Well another holiday I made it through without you. When April said the blessing she did not forget you not that she would. She wore her Grumpy Tshirt the same one you have. It is not getting easier but it is different. I ask the girls to come over with their babies and I also asked Tasha, Rachel and Cierra and the rest of the crew. You are missed and today my heart is hurting a lot with out you. But it hurts everyday I love you my little girl.

Happy Thanksgiving.

Love Mom

on 28.11.09

Jada Nycole by Mom

Guess who came to see me today. Lisa ans Jada Nycole. She is so cute and just held her the entire time she was here. Nicole you would have not let her go either. Between April, Lele, Terrance, Mikel, Stevi, Jessica, Shaina, Lisa and Luis I am blessed with grandchildren. I know there is a little piece of you in each one. They all love you dearly as I do. I am going to have a get together and have them all come over for a few hours around Christmas. I know you will be there also. When I hold thme I am holding you and loving you very much. I wish you were with me. But GOd is the lucky one he has you.

Love Mom

on 23.11.09

Namesake by Mom

I went to Lisa and Jon baby shower on Saturday. I saw Shaina and Jimmy and their new baby girl Haley Nicole I held her and I cried. She is so pretty dark hair and blue eyes like Jimmy.

Lisa and Jon are also having a girl and her name is Jayden Nycole. I am so blessed to have your friends in my life. I told them thank you for remember you.

I am afraid your friends will forget you but I know how it is just me being a mom. No one will ever forget you. I love you my little girl.

Love Mom

on 28.07.09

Stuffed Animals by Mom

Today I honored your wish to donate your stuff to Charity. I gave some of your stuffed animals to the CAC in Leesburg. They help children who are in crisis. You loved little children so I think you would be happy. Remember the time we were driving home and you saw a young girl with a baby on the side of the road and you said "mom we need ot go back and see if they are okay" and then we gave them a ride home. I tell people about that day. They say you are a caring person. I know your stuffed animals will help a child so I am glad to do it. Some of my customers gave them items also. I love you and miss you. XXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOO

on 19.07.09

Happy B'day (late) by April

So, yesterday was your b'day and on our way to Kieran's Tae Kwon Do class, I told him it was your birthday and he said, "Oh..." and then looked up to the sky and yelled, "Happy Birthday Auntie Cole!!" Did you hear him? He's always thinking of you. Drayden...well, you know, he keeps things to himself, but he misses you, too. And, your bruvhr misses you about as much as I do. Visit me tonight in a dream...it's been a while.

on 11.07.09

Your Birthday by Mom

I saw a butterfly while was walking. You flew right in front of me. I miss more each day. I can still hear you saying Mommy in 4 days its my birthday. I want to put my arms around you and just hug you. I miss your long skinny arms. I love you.

Mommy

on 06.07.09

Namesake by Mom

Hi My Little Girl,
I talked to Shaina today she had a little baby girl on Tuesday. She weighed 8 pounds. The baby's name is Hayley Nicole. I thanked her for remembering you and I cried lots. Lisa is having a baby shower July 25th and hopefully Shaina will be there with Hayley. I miss you my little one.

Love Mom

on 28.06.09

My Butterfly by Mom

Hello My Little Girl,
I replanted your garden it looks great. Michigan made a bench for your garden and i put it in the garden. I saw my first butterfly this year. It was on Mother's Day when we were at Drayden Baseball game. I saw it 2 minutes after we got there. I said hi to you did you hear me? Drayden, Kieran, April and David are leaving tomorrow to go to Cooperstown for Drayden to play baseball. Fly with them my little one and keep them safe. I miss you so much.

Love Mom

on 04.06.09

Our Anniversary by Mom

We had our anniversary party on Frida Mikel set space for you at our table. You looked beautiful. April did our recommittment cermony and David gave the toast and mentioned you lots. You also toasted us with Parrot Bay your favorite drink. We danced to our new song "Living Our Love Song" the one you said we should dance. You told me that on Oct 5th 2007. Dad now has ring with your birthstone it was your ring and I used old jewelry you and I had that was broken and melted it down and made ring for dad it needs to be sized. I still feel you are here with us and on a very long date. I love you and thank you for our song it is very special to dad and me. Love you lots Mommy

on 08.03.09

David's Birthday by Mom

Today is your Bruthver David's birthday and we are going to April and David's house. David once told me his favorite picture of you and him was taken at Christmas 2006 at Jerry and Don's house so I am puting that picture in a frame and giving it to him. We will celebrate his birhtday and remember you also.

I had a dream about you the other night that you were in North Carolina, pregnant and with some guy who did not want you to see me. No lcue as to what all that means. Then I woke up and said no thats not real. I wish it was real then at least there is hope I would see you on this earth instead I will wait till I see you in heaven. I love you lots my Little Girl. Love Mom

on 22.02.09

Feb 14th by Mom

Tasha has put a team together to walk in your name on Feb 14th I will be there walking with them. Tasha, Jessica Higby, Sara, Shaina and I can't remember the others but I know you will be walking with us. I love you so much and miss you so much I ache. We are planning our party also its just not the same with you not here. Love you lots

on 09.02.09

Girls Weekend by April

So, I just got back from my girls weekend in the snowy mountains of Leavenworth, WA. Didn't snow at all and it was unusually "warm" (if you call 40 degrees warm). I had my t-shirt with your picture on it b/c I couldn't do a girls weekend without you! We toasted you; poured some out for my homey and proceeded to have a great time. I know you were with me. Remember: what happens in Leavenworth, stays in Leavenworth, so don't pop any ideas in anyone's head in a dream!! I LOVE YOU GIRL and I miss you so much!! You just don't know...and probably don't care...because where you are: there is no more pain; no more tears; no more fears. Until we meet again my precious little sister...

on 23.01.09

New Years by Mom

Happy New Year my little one. We toasted with soda last night. April and the boys came up. We rented movies fell asleep but woke up at 11:30. I miss not having my midnight call from you. I watched Momma Mia a movie we would have went to seen together. There was a prt int he movie were mom was combing her daughters hair I miss combing your hair. I miss going to the movies with you. But then I just miss you. April told me she had a dream that you had a baby with red curly hair and freckles and it was a boy. More then likely you would have had a boy with red hair and freckles and he would have been a hand full. Come see me sometime. Love you lots Mom

on 01.01.09

Christmas by Mom

We celebrated Christmas a few days ago. It was not the same without out you there. But when dad and I put flowers in your garden a bee was there saying hello to us. We went to the Uncles house and Kieran said grace and he said you were and angel in heaven and to help me, dad and April with you not begin here with us. April and David gave Dad and me a blanket with hers and your picture on it so we can wrap us up in you and her anytime we want. Tyrones girlfriend Joslyn added 2 songs to your my space page. Joslyn was laying on the sofa watching TV and seh looked just like you. It took mw back then April walked in the room and she saw it also. You are everywhere. Merry Christmas my Angel I love you. xxxxooo

on 28.12.08

Dragonfly by Mom

A few days before my birthday a dragonfly flew into my shop I said hello and then said I love you now its time for you to go outside. However you did not listen to me, as usual, the next day I found the dragonfly still in the store however it was no longer alive but on the wing of the dragnonfly was a heart. I will keep the dragonfly forever. I love you my little girl.

on 24.11.08

Why by Tasha

Why did you leave me that day? I wasn't ready for you to say goodbye, as I look into the heavens with tears in my eyes, I wasn't ready for you to die. My friend why did you leave and not say goodbye? With so many questions and no answers as to why. I would have gone with you, however God knows best and took you home to give you rest. I was not ready, no not just yet.

on 24.11.08

Chili Cook Off by Mom

I am finally cooking Chili at the Chili Cook Off. Brit and Jared (Daddy) are going to serve the chili. I am calling the Chili Butterfly Chili with a kick because you are my Ballerina and now you are a butterfly. The tent will be decorated in pink netting with butterflies just for you. I love and miss you lots.

on 01.11.08

Remembering, Living, Healing by April

I know that you are happy to see everyone is adjusting somehow to you not being here. I know that you wouldn't want continued tears and sorrow. Laugh with us when we remember you. So many memories are fun times and that's the hardest thing to adjust to. You will always be the best little sister ever! The biggest pain in my butt...and now the biggest pain in my heart. I love you and I miss you and so do the boys and David. Go say hi to mom and dad, will ya? I wouldn't mind a visit either. Big love for you lil sis!!

on 13.10.08

Remembrance Service by Mom

Yesterday we had a remembrance service for you. I tried to mention everyone who was there but I know I forgot things like the way you danced. I miss your dancing so much but I have you dancing stamped in my brain and it will never leave. I still think you will walk through the door any day now but then reality sets in and I know you won't but I still hope. Dance my little one dance. We sent you balloons I know you got them. I put pictures of you very were including your dance poster. I love you and miss you lots.

on 13.10.08

My Nikki by Miss Gail

Just got back from your memorial service and waiting for supper to cook when I thought I would let you know how it was so wonderful to be with your family and friends. Still can't believe your not here. Still don't know why and I will never ask why. I just know how much it hurts not to have you come back and dance with me again. I so much wanted for us to be back together and watch you do what you loved to do so much. I loved how you would just say "oh Miss Gail" when I would do or say something that made you laugh. I just ask, that now you are with my mom, you two can dance together till I get to be with you both again. Miss and Love You Nikki
Miss Gail

on 12.10.08

My Nikki by Miss Gail

Just got back from your memorial service and waiting for supper to cook when I thought I would let you know how it was so wonderful to be with your family and friends. Still can't believe your not here. Still don't know why and I will never ask why. I just know how much it hurts not to have you come back and dance with me again. I so much wanted for us to be back together and watch you do what you loved to do so much. I loved how you would just say "oh Miss Gail" when I would do or say something that made you laugh. I just ask, that now you are with my mom, you two can dance together till I get to be with you both again. Miss and Love You Nikki
Miss Gail

on 12.10.08

Thinking of You by Susan

Every day when I drive through the neighborhood, I see the beautiful garden that your family and friends planted for you. I know that they miss you terribly. I hope that you are having a blast in heaven and that you know we think of you often.

on 02.10.08

Songs by Mom

We went to a wedding this past week and I was doing okay at the reception until they played a song the son danced with his mom to. It was one of the songs you put on the tape for me in 2005 about Mom. I cried my heart out but I knew you were there with me and you are always with me every moment of every day. I miss you so much. Love you my Little One. Love Mom

on 15.09.08

Missing you by April

Just want to say how much I miss you. I can hardly believe it's been so long since I hugged you or heard your goofy laugh. I have "moments" when I talk about you that sneak up on me - but you know me, I'm all good with it. Love you so much and I miss you more than you could ever know. I can't wait until we meet again...

on 27.08.08

Your Garden by Mom

I was weeding your garden the other day and a butterfly showed up and stayed with me the entire time I was out there. I talked to you and said you were beautiful and your wings fluttered. When I finished the garden the butterfly flew away. Later that day we went to celebrate Uncle Don's birthday and Uncle Jerry sadi there has been a butterfly out by the front door all day. I said it was you. I love you and miss you more everyday.

My butterfly let your wings soar you to the highest heights but always remember to come back to say hello.
Love Mom

on 10.08.08

7/9... by April Mae

Today would have been your 21st. I remember 21 years ago like it was yesterday. You were a huge baby. I called you a "monchichi" because of all your hair and I was so glad Mom & Dad had a girl. I was 16 when you were born and you were like my own. I was mad that I had to spend my summer vacation watching you, but really I didn't want to be anywhere else!

Good times; great memories; unconditional love. I miss you so much, Nicole.

You know I'm having "our drink" tonight!! Stay smiling and beautiful, brat. Love you SOOOO much! XOXOXOX

on 09.07.08

Birthday by Mom

I miss you not being by my side and not here celebrating your birthday but I know you are at peace and not in pain any longer. God is lucky to have you.

Love Mom

on 08.07.08

The Performance... by April

Thanks for being with me - I felt you there. I hope you were proud of me. I did it for you and for Mom & Dad. But, how I wished it could have been you...

Big love to you!!

on 05.06.08

Dancing by Mom

Last night Sunday June 1st was Miss Gail's dance recital we gave away the 2 scholarships in your name. To dad and my surprise they danced the Red Dress song and there was a special performance by your sister. You would have been very proud of her she did a fantastic job. She wore your lyrical shoes and your red dress. Dad and I both cried the entire dance she blew you a kiss after she dance I know you caught the kiss. David and the boys and the Uncles Jerry and Don were there. The class behind you did the dance your class did wearing a red dress similiar to yours. Thank you for dancing for me one more time I know you were there. I love you. Miss Gail has your tap shoes and Miss Kari has your lyrical shoes. I have you in my heart.

xxxxoooo Love Mom

on 02.06.08

My 1st Mother's Day by Mommy

I cried before church, I cried during mass, I cried after mass and I cried all day the the next day also. I miss you so much. Sherry told me that you are not in pain anymore and that is a good thing but you are not here with me and thats a bad thing. I spent the day with April and we wnet to an Art Festivla and the only thing I could think of was that you would complain how hot it was out and how bored you would be. Then we went to the mall and April told you what we saw. Dad gave me a camera for Mother's Day. I got your card from heaven. You are still my best friend I miss going to the movies with you and going to the mall with you. I am sending you my love, hugs and kisses. Luis called me, Stevi and Lisa sent me Mothers Day wishes. Stevi is going out with JP watch over them. I love you My Little Girl.

Love Mom

on 13.05.08

Just cuz... by April

I spent the day with Mom yesterday for Mother's Day. It was a really nice time. We both missed you and shared some good memories. We laughed because we went to the mall and saw a teenage girl being escorted out in handcuffs. SHOPLIFTER! So, of course, we laughed at your escapades. Just wanted you to know I miss you and love you and I'm doing my best to take care of Mom. I know you'd want me to. Until we meet agin...Love, APRIL

on 12.05.08

RIP by Kim

I've never met you either. I also found you on mydeathspace... You seemed like a wonderful person and it broke my heart reading about you and your death. I hope you are happy now and at peace. Maybe you can hang out with my little sister now that you are up there watching down on the rest of the world! Rest In Peace.

on 11.05.08

i have never met u by AJ

i have never met u hun and u dont know me either ...i was searchin for a frnd on mydeathspace.com but cudnt find her.....but i found u and and after reading all ur messages and tributes i think u were one of most sweetest girl on this planet . i feel so sorry for ur family especially for ur mom she loves u soooooo much so just be with her sweetie.........keep smilin

on 10.05.08

Finally.... by Trinity

Nicole,

It has taken me awhile to come to a point where I could write to you. Mostly because I didn't want to feel sad, but also becasue I didn't know what I wanted to say. Now I do....

Nicole, thoughts of you often swirl in my mind. Each time I walk past the refrigerator I see your picture and reach out to give your face a brush with my finger. You are so missed by so many people. I still find myself asking why and what if, but I also find myself knowing and feeling that you are at peace. I only hope that that those you have left behind will also find peace.

Shine down on those you have left behind, let them know you are all good and give them the strength to move forward and to grab hold of and live life. Let them feel that although you're no longer with us in body you're still with us in spirit. Do what you did best.....DANCE. Dance around your family and many friends. Sprinkle them with contentment, warm feelings, good thoughts, happy memories, and love. If you have to, give them a boot in the butt and let them know they need to get on with themselves.

Miss you and your spoiled rotten brat attitude.

Love,

Trin

on 09.05.08

Bike Fest by Mom

It was Bikefest this weekend and I remember the time it was your Senior Prom during BikeFest and how pretty you looked, I remember at the next BikeFest you met your "Real Dad" you didn't like the joke that was the year I brought you sexy shirts so you could get good tips. The next year Bruce and Diane went looking for you that was last year. I miss you at BikeFest when you worked with Luis when you would come visit me and I just miss you. This year I met people who lost their sister and I sewn on the patch her sister wore, I made a pouch for someone to keep their sister close to them and I met someone who lost their daughter 5 years ago. It was a hard to talk to all them but I know they were sent to me to let me know I am not the only one whose heart has a hole in it. Ashley Brenner came to see me and I cried it was good to see her. Keep an eye one her the guy she was with was abusive. Stay sweet my little one. I miss you. Love Mom

on 28.04.08

Six Months by Mom

This does not feel right. I should not be writing on this site I should be hugging you, worrying about you and yes arguing with you about who knows what. But instead my heart is breaking and my eyes are filled with tears. I am missing so much with you but I know that you are not in pain and you are happy. Keep a place for me up there becaue we will have a lot of time to make up for. Love you so much.

on 09.04.08

My lil sis by Your big sis

When you lose a parent, you lose a part of your past.

When you lose a spouse, you lose a part of your present.

When you lose a child, you lose a part of your future.

But, when you lose a sibling, you lose a part of your past, present, and future.

I miss you, lil sis.

on 03.04.08

Easter by Mom

There no Easter Baskets to make for you. No hard boiled eggs that you loved so much. I miss that I miss everything about you. Uncle Jerry said seeing the little girls in church with there dresses was hard. I am remembering the times I made matching outfits for us and how you liked to dress a like. I felt you with me today or did I just have an imagine of you in my mind I am not sure. Everyone tells me I have my very own angel. Well my angel do you know how much I love you. Did you know I would have taken all your pain and how I would give my life for you. Did you know how much you meant to me? Do you know that you are my life now my life it empty without you? Do you know that every memory I have of you is so precious no matter what the memory is. I have a new batch of socks for you to borrow. I miss you and love you more than anything.

on 24.03.08

You have risen by Dad

My loving daughter,

each day my life is empty without you. I miss your loving smile, your playfulness, your sense of humor, your compassion for other people. I remember when we went to April and David's celebration of their life, how you hugged me and told me how much you loved me only 2 days before you left us.
Today is Easter, Mom and I went to church. We celebrated the rising of our christ, he who died on the cross for our sins and was resurrected so that we may have eternal life in the house of the lord. I also celebrate today your resurrection. In my heart I know you are with Jesus, you who touched so many with your kindness. Please hug jesus and tell him how much we love him. He has been our strength and salvation. I know someday when we leave these earthly bounds we will rejoice in reunion with you. Then again I will be able to wrap my arms around you as we dwell in the house of the lord for eternity.

Lord God, I understand that the power and strength to heal come from You and not my own ability. I give my life and my struggles to You. The mind of the sinful is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace. Holy Spirit, I long for that life and peace. This fight to be strong has depleted the last of my so-called resources. Take my life and lead me on the journey of healing. Amen.

on 23.03.08

April's Birthday by Mom

Today is April's birthday. I am remembering the time we went to a beach clean up in Washington and April and Trin had a few to many and they sang Friends In Low Places and April said "you can't be with me I have friends in low places and you don't belong there". The next time you heard that song it was at Tracy and Kathy's wedding and you ran up to April put your hand over her mouth and said no please don't sing. It was great but along wiht that memory is David dancing wiht you but instead of picking you up to dance with you he got down on his knees so he could be the same height as you. April is right now she has friends in low places and you have friends in high places and those friends in high places are watching us in low places. Missing you every day more than the day before. Hug April today okay. Love Mom

on 22.03.08

Ripples on a pond by April

Today is a tough day. Since David and I have been teaching the teenager youth group on Wednesdays at the church, I realize that sooner or later, I am going to have to share my story about you. And, here's the deal: While I still have my moments, for the most part, I'm not angry with God that He allowed this to happen - it's so much deeper than that.

I realize that what you did is going to have a ripple effect. It affected everyone and shook us to the core. But, now we all are living a bit differently. If talking about you convinces even one of those teenagers or one of their friends, to seek help in a time of feeling helpless and hopeless, then your death is not in vain. If one of your nephews grows up to be a counselor or teacher who touches 10 lives, then your death is not in vain.

Only in continuing to ignore our loved ones and not reaching out to those who need our help and love is your death a tragedy.

I will not let your death be a tragedy. I thank you for opening my eyes to be a better parent, wife, daughter, and friend.

I miss you so much. I love you so much.

Today is a tough day...

on 12.03.08

Trying to live without you by Rae

It isnt easy being here without out you physically telling me to shut up and listen.LOL. its isnt easy knowing i cant see you anymore at the mall or on your way home or at the CVS.LOL. but it is easy knowing you are no longer in pain and it is easy knowing you are happy and it is easy knowing we will see each other again one day. ive made a memorial of you in my car and house...i think of you and your beautiful heart everyday. i miss you dearly and will always love you baby girl...RIP sweetie...much love

on 09.02.08

Your car by Mom

Dad sold your car today. It is just a car but its part of you. I never thought it would be this hard to say good bye to a car. But it was part of you. You loved your car it was part of your independence. I miss you and will miss seeing your car. I am getting a decal for my rear window of my car. I miss you so much my daughter. Love you little one and miss you so much.
Can you hear me? Can you see me? Can you feel my love?

Love Mommy

on 01.02.08

Missing you more... by APRIL

About 11:30 pm on 12/31/07, I think I missed you more than I ever have. 2008 will be a different life without you here but it will be a new beginning for all of us. By they way, your friends are so great to Mom and Dad. You just had no idea how special you were to so many. I don't think any of us truly realized it either...until... Come visit me in a dream soon. MISSIN' YOUR GOOFY BUTT EVERY SINGLE DAY...LOVE YOU!!

on 03.01.08

Pioneer by Reed Layman

Dear Nicole

I often told you that you could be the President of the Pioneers Club. I know that there are many Pioneers in heaven for all the good work they did while they were here. I'm counting on you to round them up and put them to work. While I did not speak to you for some time I always had an update on your progress through your Mom. I will remember you forever. Reed

on 22.12.07

My Dancer by Mom

When you started dance lessons I saw a little girl who was all feet. When you stopped dance a saw a young lady who was the best dancer I have ever seen. My all time favorite dance was the dance with the red dress. I saw you emerge from a little girl to a graceful swan. And I have the vidoes to show it. Love you my Grace

on 16.12.07

Christmas by April

We're all muddling through, baby girl. It's tough to be happy and cheerful when you're not here. But, I know we need to be because we HAVE to be for our sake, but also becuase you'd WANT us to for your sake.

I forgot about an ornament you got me a couple years ago until I was happily decorating the tree and then happened upon it. It was bittersweet. I cried (of course) but still decorated the tree as detailed (or anal) as I ever am. All your ornaments are in one spot - so I can just look at them all and remember you. I miss you SO much. Stay with us during this time and help Mom and Dad through Christmas. They need it more than I do. You are forever in my heart baby girl. Rest in peace Lil Sis...

on 13.12.07

... by Sara

Nicole, I miss you on your Sunday supervisor shifts... Remember "YOU'RE LUCKY I LIKE YOU!"? and the honest truth is that I indeed was. I miss your humor and your attitude all the time. It's been a little while, but none of us are ever going to be used to you not being there.

on 24.11.07

How we miss You! by Uncle Bob & Aunt Phyllis

Although we were far from you, we remembered you often and as the young girl that left Washington State so long ago. Talking with your friends, we have come to learn what a beautiful person you became. Only God knows why you choose to leave, but rest assured your work was done. You touched the lives you were suppose to. You gave love, strength, and comfort to those of us in need of some. But most of all you gave laughter and humor to all who knew you. We see the many pictures your friends have share, but aunt phyllis and I remember you has that fiercely independent little girl who came into our unlock house to help herself to the candy we kept out for you. And when you didn't like what we had you were sure to let us know for the next time. We all share the pain of your leaving. But now that you are gone we look forward to seeing you in eternity. We will think of you often and see you in the memories of the good times. Watch over us and continue to touch our hearts.

on 04.11.07

Finding Peace by April

Hey, baby girl - I miss you so much! When I find myself starting to question why, I remember that God has a purpose and though I don't understand it, I know you are living a perfect eternal life. Kieran wants to come visit you! I laugh at all of the memories I have. You made me laugh just as much as you exasperated me at times. But, you were a teenager and a very stubborn one at that. I am so thankful for the 20 years I had with you and you will forever live in my heart. I have your picture up at my desk from the wedding (the one where I didn't look like a big cow standing next to you) so you can share in all my ups and downs throughout the day. That smile...
Be our guardian angel and find a way to show Mom and Dad that you're with them. They need that from you. I need that from you, too. So, help me out. You're the best and I love you and miss you soooooo much.

on 25.10.07

Whoppermouth by Courtney

Whoppermouth is the name we all came up with one day when we where sitting on the trampaline. Yours was whoppermouth mine was cookie, katies was dory, and kelseys was curlytoes. we all had our own little names but they fit us. i am goin to miss those times when we would sneak out of your house and go hang out with sean and Joe. Or the time when we would go out your window and watch the stars. I am goin to miss those times and miss you dearly but i know i will always have those memories with me always and i love you gurlie R.I.P you will never be forgoten

on 15.10.07

Gone but not fortgotten by Melissa McDill

I know we fell out of touch after high school but the memory of chorus is what holds me together. We had so much fun laughing at Mr V. We had our down points too but we don't focus on those. To her family and close friends, I feel your pain. RIP Nicole and know you are loved and missed! *Melissa

on 13.10.07

RIP nicole by Eric Rivas

Nicole, the night before you died I had a dream about my high school classmates being in trouble. I just wish I could have called you. I wish I could have made a difference.

We miss you.

on 12.10.07

<3 by Tamara Sokolowski

Nicole, you were one of my closer friends during high school and I'm in such shock that you are gone. We had so many jokes and memories together, and I cannot believe that I will never get to share those with you again. You were one of the most beautiful people I have ever met in my entire life, may you rest in peace.

on 12.10.07

Always in our Hearts by Larkin

Oh Nicole,
We all miss you and know that you were a happy and wonderful person. You always had fun with everything you do, so at least you left with a good life to look back on. You touched everyone you met... stay sweet and true. I hope all your pain is gone, and we'll be seeing you soon. Love you.
Larkin

on 12.10.07

missin you... by missy & ashley

NICOLE, IT HAS BEEN A WHIL SINCE I SAW YOUR FACE. BUT YOU MEMORIE WILL NEVER BR FORGOTTEN, LIKE EVERYONE SAIS YOUR SMILE COULD MOVE A MOUNTAIN AND PART THE SEA. WE MISS YOU BABY GIRL AND WIAH YOUR FAMLY THE BEST..MAY PEACE BE WITH YOU..I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER NOW BABYGIRL..UNTILL WE MEET AGAIN...KEEP IT REAL UP THEIR FOR ALL US...LOVE YOU ALWAYS MISSY AND ASHLEY.

on 12.10.07

You were great. by Kasey

Nicole,
I didn't know you nearly as well as all of these people, but when we hung out you were always so much fun. You always yelled at the guys and played Mario with Orion on the Nintendo 64. I always remember you smiling and laughing...even last Sunday when we saw you. You were really a great person, I'm sad that you had to go.
October 11, 2007

on 11.10.07

I love you by Shannon

I love and miss you so much Nicole. I can't stop thinking about you. Ever since this has happened I've had your beautiful face in my mind. See you one day baby girl.. Love you

on 11.10.07

Written for Jeremy on his absense by JEREMY HENSLEY

We know that Jeremy, if he were here, he would be writing this. We know that he considered you a very close and dear friend. He is presently in Army Boot Camp at Ft. Knox, Kentucky. He doesn't yet know about this, we're not sure how or when he should be told.
We don't know what he would have said, or would want us to say at this time, but we know that his heart will suffer the hurt of knowing he won't see you again in this life, but, also we know that his faith will assure him that we will all be reunited one day.
With our Love & Prayers for you and your family.........(Jeremy's family)

on 11.10.07

Jackson by Wesley

She was always such a nice girl. It didn't matter to her your status in high school, she would show you a smile and make conversation. She won't be forgotten.

on 11.10.07

Impact. by Cyndi

You probably wouldn't remember me, but I met you at Topher's a few times, always with a smile on your face. So many people that I'm close to were friends of yours, and I know that we would have been as well if circumstances were different. Even though I'm states away, the impact of your life and passing has inspired me. You truly are loved, and a community has come together for you. I hope that you know peace now like never before, and you will be greatly missed by many. Rest In Peace, dollface.
xo
Syn

on 11.10.07

Encourage Yourself by Britteny Burnett

Sometimes you have to encourage yourself Sometimes you have to sing victory doing the test No matter how u feel Speak a word and you shall be heal Speak over yourself Encourage yourself in the Lord this is part of a song to help each and everyone of Nicole's friends and family even though Nicole has left us she left some wonderful memories so even through we going through this trial we have to encourage ourself to keep going and remember Nicole beautiful smile

on 10.10.07

I miss you by Brittany Bridges

Nicole, I will never forget the days when we used to cheer together. We always had so much fun no matter what we were doing and you always had a smile on your face! Since graduation, we started to grow apart and i hate that that happened..i wish so bad that i could've been there for you in some way. You were the best friend anyone could ever have and you were such a beautiful girl. Words can't explain how much you will be missed. I love you girl.

on 10.10.07

Your Beautiful Smile And Love That Spread by Britteny Burnett

Even through we never really talked you was very noticable when you came around that beautiful smile can lite up anyone sad moment and even through you gone all we have to do is think about your smile and your happiness and it will ease our pain alittle so i hope your soul is resting and that beautiful smile will be missed grately I wish the family the best

on 10.10.07

amazing friend by poulomi

dear nicole,i know you are in a better place now.i miss you so much.you will always be in heart.we have so many good memories together.and thank you for the sweatshirt i will always have something to remember you by..

on 10.10.07

To my love by Sarah West

I will never forget all the laughs we had..... all the parties and fun with our friends.... you always were up for smiles and fun...such a joy to be around.... i just wish I could have been there for you...I feel like I was so far away..... I will NEVER forget you and the joy you put in my heart. I will forever miss you and love you!

RIP Nicole

<3 Sarah Nell

on 10.10.07

Best Friends Forever by Rach

Nicole... I remember your first day of school at Lake Tech. You were sitting there with Terry at the tables waiting for the class door to open up and I introduced myself and we immediately became good friends. Everything after that was just chaos and fun... especially you, me, Tasha and Cierra becoming so close with each other... running around trying to meet Ms. Johnson's deadlines for projects and trying to get back from break and lunch on time... lol every time someone brings your name up I can only think of how much fun you brought into everyone's lives... how much you brightened up everyone's life just by walking in the room. You have so many people that cared about you and still do... Just wanted to leave you this note to remind you of how much everyone cared about you and loved you. I knew the pain you were going through was a lot to handle... but I'll be seeing you in that better place soon enough... love you, Nycole-Son lol =)
Miss you DEARLY...
-Rach

on 10.10.07

MISS YOU by Anderea

We will miss you at work. You were the best thing I ever hired. You always made us smile with your playfulness. We will all miss you, but I especially will miss calling you into work and closing with you. LOVE YOU ALWAYS

on 09.10.07

A better place by Mallory

No matter how hard I try I just can't believe you are gone. You were always burning bright with a smile, always there when I needed u, and always ready to have fun. I miss you so much. I wish you knew how much we would have done to change this. We love you and I hope that where you are now is better than where you were.

on 09.10.07

My dear... by Cierra

Babe, i love you so much. I can't believe this. There are so many memories. We became so close, and you were definitely one of my best friends. We fought and yelled at each other everything, but neither of us meant any of it. I can't wait to see you again some day.. I'll remember all the happy times. I love you girl.

on 09.10.07

An amazing girl by Stevi and Jessica

I still cannot believe all of this is happening. You are so missed already! I love you soOo much babe and I wish I could have helped before it came to this. I believe you are in a better place, in God's arms smiling down on us with that beautiful smile of your. You will never be forgotten. Rest in peace Nicole!

on 09.10.07

Always wore a smile by Stefanie

I can't believe it's true. I can't even imagine how you felt, i just wish i could have done something to be there for you. Your in a better place now and I pray you feel no pain. You were such an amazing girl, always wore a smile, and always there for a friend. Concerned of others heartaches...just wish I could have been there for yours. R.I.P Beautiful, until we meet again. XOXO

on 09.10.07

My Little Girl by Mom and Dad

Thank you all. I know Nicole loved each and everyone of you.

on 09.10.07

Best friend by Luis

Nicole, We love you very much and we will all miss you. You will always be in our hearts and will will never forget you. In loving memory of Nicole Czernuch.

on 09.10.07