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Nicole

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Bike Fest - It was Bikefest this weekend and I remember the time it was your Senior Prom during BikeFest and how pretty you looked, I remember at the next BikeFest you met your "Real Dad" you didn't like the joke that was the year I brought you sexy shirts so you could get good tips. The next year Bruce and Diane went looking for you that was last year. I miss you at BikeFest when you worked with Luis when you would come visit me and I just miss you. This year I met people who lost their sister and I sewn on the patch her sister wore, I made a pouch for someone to keep their sister close to them and I met someone who lost their daughter 5 years ago. It was a hard to talk to all them but I know they were sent to me to let me know I am not the only one whose heart has a hole in it. Ashley Brenner came to see me and I cried it was good to see her. Keep an eye one her the guy she was with was abusive. Stay sweet my little one. I miss you. Love Mom - from Mom

Six Months - This does not feel right. I should not be writing on this site I should be hugging you, worrying about you and yes arguing with you about who knows what. But instead my heart is breaking and my eyes are filled with tears. I am missing so much with you but I know that you are not in pain and you are happy. Keep a place for me up there becaue we will have a lot of time to make up for. Love you so much. - from Mom

My lil sis - When you lose a parent, you lose a part of your past. When you lose a spouse, you lose a part of your present. When you lose a child, you lose a part of your future. But, when you lose a sibling, you lose a part of your past, present, and future. I miss you, lil sis. - from Your big sis

Easter - There no Easter Baskets to make for you. No hard boiled eggs that you loved so much. I miss that I miss everything about you. Uncle Jerry said seeing the little girls in church with there dresses was hard. I am remembering the times I made matching outfits for us and how you liked to dress a like. I felt you with me today or did I just have an imagine of you in my mind I am not sure. Everyone tells me I have my very own angel. Well my angel do you know how much I love you. Did you know I would have taken all your pain and how I would give my life for you. Did you know how much you meant to me? Do you know that you are my life now my life it empty without you? Do you know that every memory I have of you is so precious no matter what the memory is. I have a new batch of socks for you to borrow. I miss you and love you more than anything. - from Mom

You have risen - My loving daughter, each day my life is empty without you. I miss your loving smile, your playfulness, your sense of humor, your compassion for other people. I remember when we went to April and David's celebration of their life, how you hugged me and told me how much you loved me only 2 days before you left us. Today is Easter, Mom and I went to church. We celebrated the rising of our christ, he who died on the cross for our sins and was resurrected so that we may have eternal life in the house of the lord. I also celebrate today your resurrection. In my heart I know you are with Jesus, you who touched so many with your kindness. Please hug jesus and tell him how much we love him. He has been our strength and salvation. I know someday when we leave these earthly bounds we will rejoice in reunion with you. Then again I will be able to wrap my arms around you as we dwell in the house of the lord for eternity. Lord God, I understand that the power and strength to heal come from You and not my own ability. I give my life and my struggles to You. The mind of the sinful is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace. Holy Spirit, I long for that life and peace. This fight to be strong has depleted the last of my so-called resources. Take my life and lead me on the journey of healing. Amen. - from Dad

Latest Memories

April - Waffles. When you were 8 and David and I just moved down from WA, you came upstairs REALLY early to ask me to come downstairs and cut your waffles. Being the morning person I am, I said, "No." You went back downstairs for about 2 minutes and stomped back upstairs and begged me to cut your waffles. I said, "No. Go downstairs and cut them yourself." You went down; came back up, crying, "I can't use knives." I said, "Go poke a fork in the middle of your waffle and eat around it. I am not getting up to go cut your stupid waffles." (yes, I was wide awake by this time but by now it was a fun game...) You stomped down; stomped back up and fell to your knees on the side of my bed and said, (with much drama, by the way) "Please, April, please...(dramatic pause)...Please, April...I'll be good, I prom...(beginning to realize you've forgotten the reason for your crying)...I mean, please cut my waffles." That was the best morning ever! In the end, I did NOT cut your waffles - those who think YOU were hard-headed do not know me very well. Thanks for the laughs, girl.

Rae - I remember the time in the mall...skipping...you were making me skip...you convinced me it was fun and it didnt matter what people thought..i listened to you...and you fell straight on your butt...you couldnt stop laughing..matter of fact you snorted...you are prolly laughing at this right now thinking oh my goodness..i miss it and wouldnt trade a thing to do it all over again...nobody can no what kind of day it was...overly special...miss and love you truly sweetie

Larkin and Skye - Lol... I remember all of us getting ready for a dance and we were all young girls worried about our hair and make-up...lol. We were always smiling and so happy...you made a lot of that happen. You ARE such an awesome person. You may not be here on Earth but you live in everything we see and do. Keep it real love and think of us. xoxoxox Larkin and Skye Ask God when he's going to send an angel to replace the one he took.

Cierra. - oh my.. there are hundreds of memories. first of all, nationals. spending a week in kansas city with you.. one of the best times of my life. you helped me get over my fear of flying and were there with me thru the whole experience. you yelled at me for moving around too much at night when we had to sleep in the same bed. i even have scars on my hand from you, when u cut me with that box cutter! i remember doodling all over your foot, and people thought it was a real tattoo. i introduced you to the whole "doodle" thing, and we would draw for each other everyday. i still have the pictures you drew me. even your hair is a memory to me, because im responsible for it being dyed black underneath, that was all my idea and im glad you did it, it looked amazing. i would look forward to class ending everyday so we could hang out in the parking lot under our "umbrella ella ella ayeee ayeee aye". i remember our physical fights everyday, you gave me quite a few bruises.. you always had to have the last hit and i loved it. i could honestly go on forever.. we were pretty close. you were such a beautiful person. i love you so much and im going to miss you more than anything. R.I.P. "baby". <3

*DANIELLE* - I still dont believe this nicole! It's Thursday & your not gonna be at Fat Cats ready to dance. Just last Thursday you were dragging me on the dance floor. No matter how hard i tried not to dance you made me. I even sat down on the floor & you drug me out there.. All i can do is reminisce all the wonderful memories made with you. I miss you so much. this has impacted my life greatly & i can only wish things could have been different. I had no idea!! Thanks for everything you've ever done for me. I love you girl! *You'll always be in my heart* *R.I.P Nicole*